Newb here !!!

I’m sure this question has been asked before a million times on here. But I need HONEST answers filled with some insight. I am a clean slate as people would say… and have taken an interest in software development. I have done my research and I can’t narrow down my decision. I have watched YouTube videos, read articles / blogs and still nothing. So I’m coming to Reddit to get a real answer! Front end or Back end aaaand WHY? What’s the fun part, what’s the shitty part and if you could do it all over… what would you concentrate on? My game plan was to take a course first to learn about back end application as I’ve heard that front end application is more user friendly to learn on your own. I’d like to one day be a “full stack” knowledgeable (hope I used that term right lol ) but seriously so stuck on where to start. Help!!!