I don’t know what’s wrong with me.

I have been learning web dev for like +2 years now, I stopped a little because I feel no love/excitement to do so my problem is I always think of starting freelancing, but I never start to build my portfolio or so. I have built a ton of projects full-stack ones some took me weeks to complete, and after I complete the project I feel that it does not deserve to be put on my portfolio because its design is very bad I always try to think of something special and unique to put in the portfolio, but I can't get any ideas the normal ones I feel are very easy and boring like (eCommerce site/game etc) if anyone has any ideas feel free to say it also any like emotional/mental advice to get rid of this feeling of stop coding because i love coding and learning I decayed my whole life to it and never cared about anything else in life.